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  • victoria

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    September 7, 2021 at 9:13 am in reply to: I Have Sickle Cell, I Am Not Lazy.

    Viviane,

    what did you end up doing? Leaving work? I have debated to leave my 8-5 job and focus on me and my passions. I fear not being able to help with bills or finances though. Where were you in your decision making? What made you decide to go that way, whatever way you decided?

  • victoria

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    September 6, 2021 at 12:18 pm in reply to: I Have Sickle Cell, I Am Not Lazy.

    I am struggling with this myself. It is not that everyone else calls me lazy, but that I am my worst critic. I cannot help it. I am always thinking others think I am lazy or asking myself am I being lazy or am I just sick. I always feel so tired and that I never want to do anything. Sometimes my energy is high and I feel like I can conquer anything, but most of the time I feel like I just do not want to be there. Rather it is at work or talking to other people or surrounded by anyone. I just want to be at home in bed or laying down. I don’t want to do anything. I know I can function and then at times I do not feel like I am even there. I feel like a zombie. I never know what to do with myself and I am now thinking if I want to quite my job or not. I never know what to do! Am I being lazy or am I sick. I will never know.